Saturday, April 16, 2016

A knock on the head

The angels have been working with me a lot on the subject of committing to my own desires. As a result the manifestations are coming quickly. A few weeks ago, I wanted a piece of equipment to ensure I could continue serving in a way I enjoy. The angels told me to commit to having it in an affordable way. I did. The urge to look Online hit the next day, and there I found one used but in mint condition! I bought it on faith with money I had set aside for something else. My tax return came the the very next day and apparently I didn't owe as much as I thought. I saved the exact amount I needed!

Last Monday I was cleaning house and thinking about other things I'm manifesting. As I was reaching to dust the top shelf of a very high bookshelf, I had a moment of wavering in my commitment – just a single doubt. At that VERY instant, a heavy crystal sphere, rolled off the bookshelf, along with its glass holder, and fell on my forehead, right above my eye. My head felt as if it has been shattered with a hammer. Lights were flashing in my vision, and my stomach felt insanely sick. I knew I had just given myself a concussion. "I got it!" I told the universe. "I get the message! No more doubt! Ow!!! I didn't do this. I'm erasing its effects. I've learned. Help! Ow!!!!"

Dear God, this was as bad as the proverbial, two-by-four that we joke we need to get a point!

Lesson learned, I knew it was imperative not to beat myself up. I grabbed some ice and sat down to pray. The angels came in quickly. "Sit still. Do NOT move." They were serious. I felt them all around me. After awhile the sick feeling subsided and the flashing lights stopped, but even the smallest move felt like jackhammer was pounding in my head, a painful lightning storm was going off in my brain. Suddenly they spoke again. "Go to the mirror and gaze at yourself now!" So, with an ice pack and a towel looking like a terry cloth turban, I gazed. My eye barely peeked out from underneath the wrapping. I had a moment wondering if the energy could turn on when I was in so much pain but I was quickly reminded that Pain is the illusion, Love is the truth.

Suddenly the energy turned itself on. I felt a river of soothing heat flowing through me. I felt the hammering electrical storm subside. "Sit now, Ann. Watch something soothing, and keep icing," the angels were still talking to me very constantly, but a bit more gently now. I turned on Braco videos, propped myself up and sat very still. Without reason, I focused on the fact that I would have no bruising at all. I still hurt. I still had quite a lump on my head, but something in me was convinced, or rather committed to the fact that I would not bruise. I had no doubts. I felt the Love that wanted me to feel good.

The angels advised me to sleep sitting up that night, and to wake myself up every two hours just to keep the electrical signals going in my brain. By the middle of the night, although the area was still horribly sensitive, I knew it was over. I wouldn't bruise. I would have a little pain for a short while, but the lesson was learned, and no terrible damage was done!

It made a great story for the introductions before gazing on camera the next day!

Would I have gazed even if I had bruised? Yes. I was committed. Somehow that commitment to stand in a light and love greater than any pain helped me heal from what could have been a real problem. I am giving thanks once again...

So every time you waver in thinking you can have your dreams, remember me and my big knock on the head and remind yourself that you don't need such dramatic reminders! There is a love so much bigger than we can even imagine. And it wants you to live an amazing, healthy, happy life. Say yes... and let your every thought reflect a faith in that truth.

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