Saturday, August 29, 2015

An abundant universe

I no longer try to create anything of significance from the outside in. Instead I do as the angels have instructed me for years and make sure I'm ready to receive what I'm asking for. I wait for guidance, patiently trusting in God's grace and know what I've wished for will come at the perfect time.

Recently I had the desire for a few home decor items that I thought were going to be too expensive. I spent a small fortune on first aid supplies and supplements when I was sick. I didn't work as much, and took days out to rest. I was unable to film my next series and had to postpone that. Spending anything other than paying off the credit card seemed financially unreasonable. So I just envisioned my house with more of my photos on the wall and let it be. God would deliver me perfect frames at the perfect time.

Earlier today instead of writing this newsletter I had the urge to go to a local craft store. It made no sense. I almost didn't listen. But since I was in the area, I dropped in. There in front of the store were the exact frames I had wanted - 65% off, and totally affordable. I had not searched for sales. I had not said I couldn't afford them. I simply got in the frame of mind that I'd receive in God's time. And while this was a small thing, I applied the same principle to my healing. I pictured myself made of light. I affirmed love. I trusted even that tough situation to bring me love. Sure enough it did. I have used these same principles over and over again to allow things to flow into my life in perfect timing.

We are an impatient society. We want it all now... but in truth we really just want to be happy. So if something or someone you want isn't in your life yet, get your internal energy right and enjoy your life, waiting for further instructions.In that fashion, everything comes in perfect order, at the perfect time, in the perfect way.

Saturday, August 22, 2015

Your Soul is Whole!

Thank you for all the love and prayers. I am totally healed of my weird case of shingles and counting the numerous blessings that came from an unpleasant adventure. Since I created it by intending to "take away another's pain" I sat still for hours looking at every area in my life where I'd been willing to sacrifice my joy if I thought it would help someone else. I had previously thought I was done with that pattern, but once I committed to digging the habit out by the roots, I found subtle nuances of it all over my life! There were times when I was willing to worry instead of have faith, times when I felt sorry for someone rather than affirming a person's power, and the list went on. These were all subtleties, but nonetheless, they robbed me of my God-given power to see love, be love, and share love.

I did all the right physical things to get rid of the condition. I was bathing in Epsom salts and separately water with apple cider vinegar three times a day. I took supplements. I meditated, rested, watched Braco DVDs and asked for prayers. Dear ladies in Croatia gazed for me with Braco, which helped greatly. I changed my diet. But the deep healing came when I finally said, "Ok God. Ok Angels. I know there's a lesson here to feel your love even in the midst of this and to focus on who I really AM!" I affirmed the light of perfection in my soul and one night, feeling quite ready to be done, I simply told the angels, "Take me to heaven tonight. Immerse me in the truth of my light, and plant me back in my body tomorrow morning with the awareness of the light and joy within and nothing else." The following morning, upon awakening, with the very first awakening breath, I felt like I was a baby taking my first breath. I felt my entire soul - me - the love, the joy, the humor - slide right into my body and I felt joyous. I knew the condition was energetically gone. Within days I had healed completely except for a few scabs and scars that are on their way out.

I went to see Summer Bacon, my friend who channels a beautiful spirit – Dr. James Martin Peebles – in deep trance. He is a spokesperson for angels. At her gatherings only some people get called on, when their names are picked out of a basket. I intended with all my heart to be one of them. Sure enough, my name was picked. Dr. Peebles, the spirit who comes through her, spoke to me. "You are done... and finally that demon that has been riding around in your spirit for centuries clawed itself out." I was in shock. My shingles wasn't a typical rash in one area as most cases are. Instead it was all over me in odd places, and I would literally feel a sting, then watch as my skin ripped open in razor like cuts from the inside out. It hurt, but I kept feeling something awful was leaving! Apparently it was.

Looking back I know that this "demon" he spoke of was simply some piece of my soul that carried a deep misunderstanding of its own worthiness of love. This was likely created lifetimes ago and was usually dormant except when something really wonderful was occuring in my life, whereupon it would rise up and create self-sabotague. Although this was one un-fun situation, I'm singing and dancing for joy because at long last the energy inside of me that tends to trip me up every time I feel the bliss of God is gone. I'm so happy! My healing abilities have increased, and so has my bliss! What an adventure!

So yes, yes, yes!! Adding love to any situation transforms it! As soon as I got back in that divine consciousness, aware of the truth of my soul's light, even the darkest energies left my body - a bit dramatically - but nonetheless, gone! And if you feel you are in need - lost, lonely, broke, dealing with difficult people, unhealthy, depressed, whatever the challenge, remember... Your soul is and always will be whole! Your soul is pure light, pure love. All the rest is just born of some part within that misunderstands, feels unworthy, feels unlovable. Sit in silence. Breathe and receive help from the angels. Ask to be returned to the truth of your beautiful perfection... and enjoy the blessings that come from freeing yourself from even those illusions you didn't know existed!

Saturday, August 15, 2015

Love the light

Last week we talked about finding the love in all things and all beings. We know this isn't easy, because this is not the way humanity is programmed. We say "programmed" because we know that your true nature is to see the light within every soul and every situation, but it is your cultural conditioning that teaches you to protect yourself and to survive.

This is understandable, and at times, humanly necessary. Children who are too trusting could easily find themselves in trouble, and yet dear ones, as adults you can discern without judgment, love without liking, and choose to focus on the light within an individual even if you choose to walk away. You will live a far happier and more powerful life if you strive to do so.

There is great confusion between judgment and discernment. We have said this before, but "Judgment says 'No right to be.' Discernment says, 'Not right for me.'" So when someone is acting in a way that you do not agree with, by all means we say, discern! Decide who and what belongs in your life. Get away from the offensive individual as soon as you can, or if you can't get away, at least make a decision to stay in your own positive energy rather than succumbing to the ill-behaved individual's desire for company in their misery. Ignore them, send light, work to remember that even within this wounded or unconscious soul there is a spark of divinity.

Likewise, there is a great deal of confusion between "love" and "like" on your planet. Love, in the heavens, simply means recognizing the divine spark within another. Like means having warm feelings towards another. You can love the soul without ever having to like the personality or the behaviors. Love the light within them, no matter how dim or hidden. Choose to believe in its presence. And yet you do not have to feel warmly about an individual. You do not have to want to be around them. You do not have to agree, accept, or even have anything to do with someone you don't like, but please dear ones, don't hate. Love the light within them, because no matter how awkwardly it is trying to emerge, it is the same light within you. As you focus on that light, sometimes you can actually, energetically, fan the flames of their soul.

So when we say find the love, we are not asking you to feel warm about everyone, nor to have everyone in your life. We are not asking you to put up with behaviors that do not resonate with your joy. We are not asking you to stay in situations that hurt or are uncomfortable to your spirit. We are simply suggesting that you will feel better, more powerful, and more in integrity with your own spirit if you can say, "Well no matter what anyone is doing, there is light in their soul trying to emerge, and I can love that light." Dear ones, then you will begin to see humanity as the angels do.

Saturday, August 08, 2015

Love Emerging

The angels have taught me over the years to see love even when its very difficult. A dear one snapped at me once. "How wonderful," they said! "You've been wishing he'd get more real with you! Yes, it was awkward but that was the best he could do." I wasn't so evolved at the time. "Awkward," I thought. "Rude!" Now however, when people send me angry emails, I see beneath the surface and know they're just trying to express their truth. I take care of myself of course and decide if I am going to respond lovingly or set a boundary, but I don't have to waver from love.

I'm often asked, how is there love beneath war? The angels say that both sides love their perspective, love the people they are trying to protect, love their ideals. It is love, but just love expressed in an unloving way. Focus on the love beneath it, the angels say. Send light to those involved and pray they find a kinder way.

How is there love beneath acts of violence? Most often the one perpetrating such crimes is a wounded soul, either wanting others to see their pain, or reaching for innocence in inappropriate ways. Of course we must set boundaries, have consequences for atrocities, and walk away when we can, but... the angels beg us not to hate.

So recently when I had my little physical challenge, the angels told me to see the love beneath it. Yes I did care about my friend when I wished to take away his physical challenge. There was that compassion underneath it all. I could admit that. "Look for more," the angels suggested, eager to not only help me heal, but also help me find every last drop of goodness in a difficult situation. I realized I was in training to help others have miraculous healings in their lives. I have been for some time now. I gazed for a lady with pneumonia a month ago and she was out of the hospital and miraculously healed in two days. At that time, I didn't wish to take her pain away. I simply prayed for it, allowed God to decide, and allowed myself to be a conduit for Divine love. I finally admitted to the angels, "OK, I love even this illness because I can use it as a training tool to learn to create miracles. And If I can figure that out, maybe I can help others too!"

"Find more love!" they persisted! I had to think. "Well this has had me focus a lot on self care. I've had to be careful not to get stressed one bit or I hurt. I've had to watch my thoughts and make sure I was being kind to myself." Now they were happy! Lessons learned. And in the meantime I've had a massive, miraculously quick healing too.

So this week, try to find the love trying to emerge from beneath life's challenges. If you can't see it pray and in time it will be revealed.

Saturday, August 01, 2015

Focus and faith

I'm busy having another not so fun lesson on how swimming in big energy means that I must be careful with my thoughts! I had a friend with shingles. This person handled it with such grace, that I felt such compassion I woke up one night wishing I could take it away from him. I really do know better! My friend got better. I got shingles. It was completely a vibrational resonance with that energy!

It started as a crazy rash on an ear, then on one arm. I bundled it up and didn't think much of it, and luckily out of precaution didn't touch anyone or anything so as not to share. But when lightning storms and shock treatments started going off in my body, and my skin started to look like I'd been in a cat fight, I knew I was in a predicament!

I am never one to believe in the physical laws of the universe are more powerful than the spiritual laws. Yes, I did have a moment of panic. I have so much going on, and if I do the textbook version of this thing I would not be able to accomplish half of what I want to do. I couldn't settle for that! So I did all the right physical things to heal and decided I wanted a miracle. I prayed for the angels to remove any little last traces of energy in my system that contributed to this illusion of illness, and asked them to help fill me with radiant love and health.

I got guided to ask for help. I used to be too proud. I didn't want to bother anyone. In the past I would have been embarrassed, being a spiritual teacher getting myself into such a challenge. However, pride is gone. The need to look "perfect" is gone, and I knew if I was going to have my miracle I'd need help. I wrote many people asking them to picture me radiantly healthy. I didn't write to anyone who would worry because worry is like a curse that would make it harder for me to heal. I asked two very dear ladies who gaze with Braco in Europe to pray for me as they did and the next day I took a radical turn for the better! Still, I battled occasionally between faith/focus and fear. Every time I started feeling afraid, I stopped myself. "What are you creating Ann?" I'd ask. "A miracle," I'd remind myself.

Even amidst pain, work, and putting together episodes, I focused on love - helping others, thinking good thoughts, sitting outside in the sun for fifteen minutes a day getting my Vitamin D and nature healing. I got guidance to websites that helped. Who knew Eucalyptus oil would be such a great healer? And apple cider vinegar, and a variety of other supplements. And after one particularly brutal night of wrapping in apple cider vinegar, I demanded a more comfortable treatment and was inspired to try wrapping myself in Manuka honey. Ah bliss!! It sped up the healing tremendously.

So, as I write this, several days in advance of when you'll read it, I am happy to report I'm healing miraculously fast. I'm just focusing on a program of extreme self care, positive attitude, and an impeccable focus on radiant health. I'm looking forward to filming my next Series of Ann & the Angels and am hoping it will happen soon, but am surrendered to God's timing as always! I'll give you a sneak preview - Its called "A Romance of Life - 12 weeks of Living in Love with Life"... no matter what. It has been an absolute joy to create... and live this material!

So the moral of this story is... no matter what situation you get into, remember you have the power of God and the angels behind you to create something better. Focus with all the faith in your heart on the desired outcome and listen to the whispers of guidance - thoughs and feelings, that are part of your miracle.