Saturday, July 06, 2013

Guided to Texas

As most of you know, I live by heart. If I get guidance to do something, I jump. And if I am not clear yet, I wait. So it was with wonder the last month or so that I waited for clarity on whether or not I'd be traveling to Texas a few weekends ago. As most of you have heard, I've been enjoying the work of Braco, a man who silently gazes and allows God's grace and healing to flow through him and resonate the very same up within the hearts of those who gaze back. I love the energy. I love the miracles, and I love sharing time with those of like mind and like heart in a space that feels like heaven. I have been inspired, energized, and motivated as never before by this work.

So when I saw the schedule and found that Braco was going to be doing one more weekend in the southwest, I had a desire to go. However, I didn't yet have the clarity that comes with true guidance, so I watched and waited. For weeks, I saw cars (in Phoenix) with license plates from Texas. I turned on the cooking channel, and there was a lady from Texas. Texas hints were everywhere, and yet when I dropped into my heart I did not yet have clarity... until the Wednesday night prior to the event when all of the sudden, not only the clarity in my heart but also the voices in my head said, "GO!" Everything in me suddenly knew the universe had decided it would be beneficial for me to be there. It made no logical sense at all to spend so much for a three day trip but when the heart knows something the mind cannot yet comprehend, I trust and spring into action. Within three hours I booked plane tickets, rescheduled my very gracious clients that Friday afternoon, made hotel r eservations, bought tickets to the event, got the wash going, arranged a house sitter, and packed. It was a whirlwind of flowing grace. On my way to the airport I got cut off by a bus in traffic... with Texas license plates... again!

I had jumped in the river of Grace and it was apparent at every turn on this trip. A lady on the shuttle from the parking lot to the airport mentioned her deceased parents and soon they were giving her messages through me. In the terminal, I was watching Braco live stream though the iPad and got the sudden inspiration to funnel the energy through to everyone in the terminal in need of love. I lost any sensation of having a body and instead simply felt energy coursing through my being. Even the long plane ride seemed short as I sat next to delightful individuals who entertained me with stories of their travels and adventures. I arrived in McAllen, Texas at 10:30pm, too excited to sleep. The night was warm, humid, and the wind was whipping all over so I went for a late night swim under the almost full moon, with owls dipping and zipping overhead. In the jacuzzi, two little girls who were self-proclaimed mermaids befriended me and swore me to secrecy abo ut their "special powers." I went to my room at long last, filled with excitement and the spirit of childlike play.

The synchronicities continued. I ran into wonderful people at breakfast. The gazes were blissful experiences of Oneness in which I continued to deepen my awareness of the energy. I sat next to people who wanted to talk to their deceased husbands, fathers, friends, and who needed encouragement, faith, and inspiration. I shared my own perspectives and later found out that these inspired others to receive more from the gazes as well. It was a dance of divine coordination that was non-stop. A desire for a late night cup of coffee from the lobby led me to be in the right place at the right time to make new friends, to play like a child once again, and to enjoy the best barbecue I've ever eaten! Even on Monday after the live sessions were done and there were internet sessions being broadcast, I heard voices telling me to leave my hotel room and go outside where I ran into others who had no computer and were thrilled to join me for the online gazing.

What most touched me, however, were the beautiful souls of all those present. I saw hope, faith, compassion, kindness, and a purity of hearts that reminded me of heaven. I swam in the golden light of God's love being broadcast through a pure soul and in that silence learned so much more about the depth or Presence that is required to share more love with my own clients, and the layers of silence that are to be found deep within my own Being. In a place near the border where there were plenty of reasons to see the "separations" in this world, there were no borders, no racial, religious or ethnic barriers between us. We were all equal in the One love that creates and sustains us. I was "home" in this energy. I have a burning desire to continue to share it with others.

Looking back I can see why God had me wait until the last minute before guiding me to go. I probably would have talked myself out of the trip had I received the guidance sooner. It was not exactly prudent to spend my savings, take a long journey over a short amount of time, etc. And yet it was perfect for what I needed, and perfect for what I needed to contribute. God's dance is always Divine, always benefiting everyone involved, and always woven with love.

So if you are not clear on a choice wait. When you get clarity, jump into action. Don't ask, "Why? How?" etc. Just move on your heart's clear guidance. Trust. Control is highly overrated. Surrender is bliss. As the angels often remind me, we are, after all, surrendering only to your deepest and truest Self.