Saturday, August 28, 2010

Choosing love feels best

Choosing love always feels better! Take this morning for example. I had just settled down at the computer to write my section of the newsletter when my furry guy started crying. He's getting old and his tummy isn't working right. According to the angels he does NOT want me to pray to preserve him but rather keep him comfy while he slowly lets go of this form. i am ok with that. We're eternal beings.

My first reaction was, "Ooooh. How I am going to get everything done?" But I LOVE him, and after my little meltdown in the middle of the night last week, and the subsequent inflow of grace as an answer to my prayers, I have been feeling so filled with love that I trust God will help me accomplish all I need to do. I am surrendering more to what is outside of me, but more importantly I am surrendering to what is on the inside. As a result my life has gone back into the flow of miracles and I'm getting tons of help from sources I didn't expect.

So I stopped what I was doing, put the hot water bottle on my dog's tummy and massaged his head. Dog wisdom - if the bottom half doesn't feel good, at least make the top half happy! You can always find SOMETHING to feel good about if you get creative. Sure enough he started smiling, pawing at me for more, and finally relaxed enough to fall into a peaceful sleep. Instead of being frustrated over the 'interruption' I feel good that I was able to share love with my dog, and more importantly good that I was able to be my loving self.

Being loving is not an interruption to life. It is the point of life. And of course he gave me a great story for the newsletter that matches the angels' message perfectly!

Now, I can't wait to teach "Manifesting in the Flow of Grace" at Celebrate Your Life in November. A month ago I wasn't so sure I was qualified! It is hard being so honest in these newsletters at times and I actually asked the angels, "Who is going to come to my seminar when all they hear about is standing in the flow of dog?"!! The angels responded so profoundly I was blown away. "Ann it is easy to find the flow of grace when life circumstances are easy. This year you have manifested more love, more support, more kindness, and more miracles than ever before, even in spite of all the challenges. Your bills have been higher than before, but they are always paid. You have new inspiration for your books, your web site, and your life. Your readings keep getting better, the energy is flowing through you more strongly. And most importantly, you have learned in an even deeper way that getting into the flow of Grace is a choice, not something you earn through "good" behavior. It is accessible at any time no matter what. It is not dependent on hard work, knowing how to get things done, or strategies. You know that. You have lived that. Teach that!" I will! I'm going to be sharing a lot about how to get back into what I call "The Miracle Zone" no matter what is going on in your life! I'm in it again, and it feels really good. Things are flowing.

So choose love, even if the most you can muster is to love yourself in a less than loving space. Any little bits of love open the heart. And it is through your open heart that God can pour more love and grace into your life! Every time I make the smallest decision to love myself more, even if only being kind to myself in my own mind, I feel the love of God pouring into my life. THIS is true abundance and of course it will be reflected in your outer life as well.