Friday, March 24, 2006

Come clean - ask for what you really want!

Hi All,

First of all thank you so much for the outpouring of love on my birthday. Words can't express how beautiful the energy of all your prayers felt. I really understood on Tuesday how our collective prayers DO indeed make a huge difference. I felt the love as a beautiful warmth that permeated me, body & soul.

The email I sent our requesting prayers was actually the result of a botched opportunity for love! Once a month I go up to see a friend of mine channel Dr. Peebles, a wonderful spirit who has been my guide and mentor from the other side for the last six years. Not everyone gets called upon for a question and it has been a long time since my name was chosen. In my mind I telepathically begged him to pick me and just send me some big love for my birthday. I got chosen! Before I could get a word out of my mouth, my dear angel friend said to me, "Now Come CLEAN Ann!" Come Clean? I panic'd! I didn't have a clue what he meant. I thought about what was going on in my life. I searched in my mind for what he wanted me to share with the crowd and chose something that seemed appropriate. I could FEEL the angels sighing on the other side as if to say, "OH ANN, It wasn't that hard." I left feeling frustrated knowing I'd missed a chance for something wonderful.

It wasn't till later that day in meditation that I realized how SIMPLE it was! I was supposed to simply admit in front of 100+ people that I'd been begging the angels for love!! That was it. And knowing the angels, they would have given me the royal treatment had I asked for it! I was SO bummed that I missed that chance.

"Ann," they said in meditation. "Your life begins anew with every breath."
" There are always more opportunities to ask the world for love. Ask your clients to pray for you."

And so out went my letter on Tuesday and in came your dear prayers. I can't thank you enough! It seems it is so easy to give but much harder for so many of us to ask when we want even the smallest favors. And so the angels ask all of us this year (me included!) to "come clean" and share our hearts with one another. Share your fears, your desires, your love, you compliments, your agonies, your frustrations... all in a loving way. Its amazing how much love comes back to you when you "come clean". I'm learning to go deeper and bring more of me to the surface. I hope my journey helps inspire you to do the same :)